Reunited.
Monday, July 19
2:34:00 PMThat's what she said... But is it taken care of? No. 40 more days I will be without a home. I don't have my bed that was so warm and comforting to me on days like this. I could bury myself in the depths of the blankets and it was like a hiding place that I could escape the pain. I don't feel pain in my sleep. But now my life is only filled with restless nights, racing thoughts, and unfamiliar places.
I've made some sort of realization. The way my mother raised me, living in 9 homes the first 17 yeas of my life, I'm basically like a foster kid, even though I'm not. When she separated me from my childhood at a young age, she ripped my heart into two pieces. One remained in California while I'll took what I had left with me to give to the rest of my happiness. However when I came back to be reunited with the part of my heart I left behind in the first place, well that's when I realized that the half of my heart I've always had, got stuck in Kentucky. I did everything I could to try and bring it back with me, but the border control of emotions wouldn't let me pass with it. I realize now there is no possible way of my heart being full or complete again. I can't get the best of both worlds, and until I meet the man, if I ever do, that can give me my whole heart back, I won't ever be happy.
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Age: 17Location:So Cal
Sex: F
Likes:Running, Drawing, Painting, Writing, Arizona Tea
Dislikes:Close-mindedness, Arrogance, Movies with talking animals
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Hello my name is Dakota Ramn. I like pineapples, fantasies and being rebellious.Affiliates
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